Saturday, July 9, 2011

* New Beginning... Hopefully *

Well, last night I couldn't get to sleep. I laid in bed for an hour thinking about the house we went and saw in Nickerson. It's right by my grandma and my mom. I mean, ya, I really probably don't want to live that close to my family.. But, damn I am excited! Lol I was just thinking about how I would set the house up, the convenience of my little sister being able to walk across the alley to come get Christopher and walk to the bus stop, getting to go over and drink coffee with my grandma in the mornings after kids go to school, getting to walk a couple blocks to the park I practically grew up in... You know, I couldn't wait to get away from home, but now it's where I really want to be. I really think we are going to get that house because I only fantasize and do the set up in my head if we are going to get the house. It's like I'm telepathic or something. Lol All I can say is I can't wait for Monday to find out if we get the house or not. Well, technically we are only filling out the application then, but still. I think the landlords liked us, plus I think I get the benefit that they know my family. Yay for everyone knowing my family. Lol I think I might pack some stuff today because either way we are moving. I also went to look at another house that had a huge basement and it was pretty nice. Both houses have huge, fenced in back yards, so either way, we are set on one thing we really want. Right now we have no back yard, so I can't even attempt letting kids outside. Plus, we live by a 3 busy streets. I can't wait to get moved!! 
Today is Mrs. Beshore's funeral. I am not going. I really was planning on going, but I just can't. I get so emotional at funerals, so I think it would be a bad idea since I am pregnant. I did go sign her book yesterday and talked to the family. I was a weirdo and talked out loud saying, "Mrs. Beshore, I promise I care, but I just can't go." Lol I just feel bad, so maybe she can hear me. = ) Well, I am gonna go. We're making breakfast this morning. Bye! <3

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